I’ve been looking at some online shops and most of them sell pretty dresses. I’m hesitant in ordering though because they might not fit me. So much for being a petite girl. :( On the other hand, I’m quite relieved because it made my wallet smile. LOL. If you know where to look, there are actually some who sell nursing scrubs and some other uniforms.

There are lots of uniforms sold online and I’m not only talking for nurses. I think buying online is cheaper but then again, you have to shoulder the shipping cost. I had one experience when I was about to buy something when I realized the shipping cost actually cost more than my ordered items. LOL.

If you’re talking about uniforms, the one that I’d like to wear are scrub tops. I think people wearing it look kinda cool, but maybe it’s just me since I’ve always wanted to be a person with something to do about medicines, but didn’t pursue it. Haha.

You guys know that I really enjoy designing sites and stuffs. Years ago when my designs were still pretty crappy, yet acceptable, I started accepting design requests for free. There was one who asked for me to do a design and he even provided me with pictures. After I emailed him about the design, asking him if it was okay so I could code it, I didn't get a reply anymore. It was really frustrating.

There was another one who oredered from me, an aspiring actress whose name will be revealed in my Hall of Shame as soon as I get my design site up. Right after I finished coding everything and was about to send her the .zip file, I asked for the money first. And I didn’t get a reply even if I contacted her for a week or so. Like, what?!

And you guys know about my experience last summer, about having an OJT and at the same time, having a sideline job. Guess what? I still didn’t receive the last half of the payment until now. I had finished the site last semester, which was around July or August. And to think that I even asked for a cheap charge. I made a whole website running on WordPress with a gallery and upload script for just $112 approximately. I used 3 databases all in all. My classmate even told me that it was way too cheap, I should have charged $178 or so. It was a difficult task but I managed to do my part and accepted it because I want to learn new things as I ventured in this web world.

That’s why I get to think about making a design/portfolio site to make things formal. I’m planning on giving those people not doing their job as a client or so a special place in my site because I don’t want this to happen to my fellow designers. I’m wary about anyone asking me to do a website because I have bad experiences regarding the issue.

Somehow it got me thinking that maybe Web Designing isn’t for me, but it’s the only thing that I really like and that really interests me in relation to my course. FML.

Today, my cousin did something quite miraculous. She always messes up my room and never cleans it. When I woke up this morning, I told her to sweep the floor because I find it really dirty, which irritates me. I went to shower and I was surprised when I saw my room. She was cleaning it. LOL. That only happens once in a blue moon because she’s such a lazy girl and puts my room in a more mess than it already is. I didn’t particularly like the way she arranged the things on my drawer, but I could live with it. I’d clean the room by myself when I’ve done all the important tasks, which probably means I’ll clean it during this sembreak. Haha.

One thing she wanted to use, but didn’t permit her to was my make up. I barely buy make ups and most of them are bought by my mother, so I really don’t want her to waste it. I’m a girl but I find putting make up on really a hassle. It’s even more time-consuming when it comes to removing it. I love how eyeliners make your eyes brighter, and well, they enhance your eyes, but I really hate removing them.

On normal days, I’d only put on make up when I go to Church, but that only happens when I finish too early and got tired of waiting for the whole family to finish their business. And I wear make up here at home only when my mom bought me new ones, or I’m bored. Haha. Plus, I never wear make up when I’m going to school. I already come to school late, how much more when I have to squeeze in putting make up on my face? Haha. I’d probably miss one whole subject. LOL.

I’ve read several blogs about make ups, seen video tutorials about them and I appreciate them. Some people call it an art, and so do I. I have nothing against make ups. It’s just that it’s not my priority or hobby in any way.

Though I understand why actors and actresses give themselves a facelift and whatnot. They wouldn’t want to appear horrible on TV and who could stand watching unpleasant faces on screen? XD I wouldn’t say ugly though. And from what I’ve observed, women are more concious than men, I think that’s a given.

I’m not against it though, I thoroughly understand why they’re doing it. Giving in to our wants makes us happy too, right? If you want to have a makeover or something, just visit Belo Medical Group(LOL) or a Chicago breast augmentation surgeon. I personally think they’re expensive, but if you want to have it, then I know you would have prepared money, right?

Anyway, Dr. Raine seems really approachable and friendly and the staff will help you with just about anything. I’m not really into these things, but knowing they exist makes me wish I have the money and have my tummy fats removed so I won’t have to exercise just to get rid of them. Their eyelash lengthening service is really interesting. It’s the first time I heard about it and it makes your lashes long and thick.

It’s just the start of summer and I’m already very busy. I barely spend time at home because I’m either working or with friends strolling around some malls. XD I feel really sorry that I haven’t been able to update the site, except for the so-called painting and monster verctor, which I posted above. T^T I haven’t put new content and I know the site needs a facelift. :O

So much for my ramblings. I shall end it here. XD

If you're not interested, you can opt to read the previous post. Sorry for the inconvenience.

I feel quite relieved now because I’m done with my Assembly project, which seems like a miracle. I keep falling asleep in that subject and could barely understand what I wrote in my notebook. Luckily, me friend helped me understand all those. Haha. Gosh, I suck at this subject. -.-

I went home really late last night since it was our Closing Night for the TechKnow Week. I haven’t attended it since First Year and I’ll be graduating next March. Hopefully. ^^; So I would want to see what it’s like. A lot of my classmates won from the events! YAY! Some of them even sang a song and they were like rock bands. Hahaha. I love the Love Notes part, where the emcees will tell us the notes written by the audience with feelings. XD I find it really funny when one of them says “Love Noooots”, instead of “Love Notes”. Haha.

I’m fully loaded starting on Monday. I’ve got 3 school projects to finish before our Final Exam, 3 800-word essays to make and two of them are to be passed this Wednesday, not to count the exams that I’ll be having. I hope I don’t look stressed or something.

I know I’m always in a rush. Just slow me down.

It’s during times like these when I would want to give up on everything. Time management has always been horrible for me; I don’t know how to manage my time well and most of the time I end up doing nothing or doing things that should be less prioritized because doing those with high priority bores me out. Midterms is coming up and I have a heavy burden on my shoulders, especially on my subjects for MWF schedule. We have this Philippine Constitution and our coverage would be Articles 1 – 7, excluding Article 3, and that means I have to read about 300+ pages. WTH, I couldn’t even read 10 straight pages in a school book. I have to think it’s an exciting novel so I could keep up. Saying that right now doesn’t even convince me to start working.

I’ve been snatched away at the fanlistings world, which explains my inactivity in returning comments and uploading my resources. Spank me! Haha. :P I honestly haven’t attended much in this site, and I feel sorry for Rawrbie. T__T I hope she doesn’t get mad at me. Yes, my baby’s a girl. XD

If worst comes to worst, and I only have to choose 2 domains among my 5, I’d choose this and my fanlisting collective. *loves* One reason is the money that I need to renew all those, plus I’m too lazy to manage all 5 sites. Oops.

I’ve been looking at drawings, illustrations and vector arts lately and they really inspire me a lot. I don’t know how to draw though, but if you could teach me, I’d be forever grateful to you. Do you know how to draw?

Yesterday, as my friend, Jen, said “the world seemed to stop” when he looked at me. God, I felt like an idiot. I was jumping up and down like a child just before I knew he was there and he instantly looked at me. It’s like he always sees me at my worst, and never at my best. There’s a difference anyway between childish and child-like, and I’m more of the latter. :music

Just now, my Mom was talking about my credit card. The limit on it was only P2500, which is about $50, more or less. She was telling me that she’d raise it to $84. XD And she mentioned that she saw a pink Samsung cellphone and I was like “You can buy it for me”, which was a joke and she replied “Yeah, and you’d lose it again”. Haha. I’m glad that my stupidity didn’t cause much chaos, and that she and my father are okay with it now.

I really appreciate, you guys, for taking the time to read my previous long blog post. You know who you are and thank you for reading it. And I felt dissapointed for those who didn't, who just commented without even giving their opinion about their first time's, and I felt even more disappointed when some of them are my affiliates. That's why "affiliates" and "link exchanges" seem like a label to me now. Actually, there are bloggers who aren't my affiliates but they leave me with nice and post-related comments.

And if you've wondered why I don't blog everyday, it's because I don't want to think that blogging is a chore. Yeah, that's my principle when it comes to blogging. BED November was really interesting and I wanted to do it, but I didn't pursue since I knew well enough that I'd feel that I have to do it and it doesn’t feel right. I hope you guys aren’t blogging just because you have to. If you feel like blogging just to fill space because you were worried that your blog isn’t updated even after 24 hours, then don’t blog at all.

Blog because it makes you feel at ease. Blog because you love doing it. Blog because you have a purpose. :D

I feel quite happy right now because my father will buy me a Western Digital Passport external hard drive with a capacity of 320GB. I would be happy with just a 250GB but the difference in price is only about 500 Pesos. If converted to US dollars, it’s $10 USD, more or less. :P I’m pretty exicted, yeah! I’ll be dozing off in a few minutes so I’ll probably dream of it until I get it. Haha. He also told me that he’d buy me a laptop if I get good grades. I’m so hoping I’ll be able to make it.

The only thing I didn’t like about this day is my Java class. I don’t like the class. I don’t like the environment at all. Period.